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Hey guys n babes,

Long time no see huh? well, juz been busy.. almost graduating (so u can imagine how hectic i am rite nw)… There’s several things i wanted to say… but first thing first:

Talk to Lyana the other day, dat girl makes me proud (girl, am so proud of u!!).. congratz for all of ur achievement… but hey, am gonna follow u soon, juz gv me 1 year k.. ;P

Secondly… ape yeh… lemme share wif u all my super pack schedule last week…

Well went to the Sean Kingston party the other day… Friday 11th to b exact… the concert was HOT!!! H.O.T …it’s kindda short. i think its like almost 2 hours saje.. but the concert was SOOO COOL… lemme share u some photos..

Shit la..kenape tak clear picture nih…stupid frenster…

Nyway, that is Keshawn Anderson aka ur boy, Sean Kingston… i cant say guy cuz he is 17… so he’s a boy la kan…

Wanna see me?? well i went there wif my boo..so here goes…

lambat nyer la nak tunggu friendster upload the picture.. so pls wait seminit…

Pls forgive his funny face…

Some of u said it’s been so long u havent seen me face to face…so later i’ll upload a video of me in the club la..juz for few minutes only but u can see me ALIVE and moving…

so wait a sec, lemme upload it in youtube..

Meanwhile, lemme tell u wut happen a day after that…on Saturday (12th April) there’s an ISS Nite ( International Student Society ) Night.. So another busy day for me… what to wear, which shoes, how shud i do my makeup, wut accessories shud i put on, u know stupid girl’s stuff… I wore last year prom nite dress, n the same last year fucking shoes..(dunt hv time to go shopping) so sad btol… (aik why youtube taking so long lah…adoiiii)

while waiting for the youtube to upload my vidz, lemme share wif u some of the pix on the ISS Nite…

In case you cant see the pix clearly.. Am the one in the middle.. wearing red gown n black shawl…

And the 2 girls there are wearing Nigeria traditional dress… (while i didnt wear mine ;P)

N my baby is the one on the far right, wearing grey suit..

Ha, siap pon youtube neh.. later i’ll upload the vidz k.. here is another pic of me and my uchuk… (credit to ahmed qasem for takin such a HOT pics)

The girl with the red dress is the African Queen.. Amaka…
(girl, u look so hot on stage.. u were doin ur thang!!! dang!! go amy it’s ur bday, we gonna party like its ur bday)

well, am still fucking fat, i gain back my weight after my industrial training.. stupid me… and better yet, i dare to wear that short red dress??? deym  girl, u r out of ur mind…geez…

Nyway, some of u didnt see me yet rite? with the short hair..so lemme show u my close up pix.. taken a day after ISS nite which is Sunday (13th April).. went to Kota Damansara to seek for advice from someone who knows ASP.net… (we drove 5 hours, before reach to Kota Damansara… yah, we lost!!)

That’s my stupid face after drove around town for 5 hours… can u see the hair colour and the haircut??

The colour is fading and the my hair is getting longer, so u cant actually see the actual cut..but i think u can get a clear view after u see the vidz…

Aite guys…till here…i think am gonna write again after i graduate (which is not so far) so see u guys later la then… bye~ XOXO

n owh..dis is me in Zouk… for those who is missing me *wink* hopefully dis blog support vidz…

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well..one month working oledi… dis week friday, there’s a company trip to Phuket… tp malas la nak pegi..nak jual mahal… hehe.. actually tak di invite pon..so, working from home la nampaknyer dier friday…

nyway..i’m still shocked by the fact dat they said Ciara is wif 50 cents… y???? porke?? mengapa?? muka king kong tuh gak la ko nak… ish2…

aku bosan nih actually..so tak tau nk tulis ape… tgh nk tgu kul 5.30 neh…end of dis week i nak buat rambut!!! yeay…. so nnt aku upload pic yeh…sabar menanti…

dett complaint to me..sayin dat our batch sorg pon tak datang reunion..ape la… knp korang tak datang..rugi tau..dierorg kate best…but takpe..disebabkan aku pon tak dtg… nnt kite wat reunion kite sendiri la yeh…nanti tuh nanti la… lambat lg.. kalo nak aku handle leh je…but tunggu aku grad eh.. tak lame, may tahun depan je…so once again..sabar menanti…

alamak…almost 5.30..k la nk packing…daa~

hehe..balik je no 1 aku neh yeh..

well people..it’s been like one week i’m here in bukit jalil already… rent a whole room by myself… my housemate? ermm.. let juz said dat sometimes i feel like i’m renting the whole apartment all by myself… they r no where to b found (actually they r in their rooms) but still feels like there’s no living creature in there…

working in Axon is so cool man ( and cold!!) ..seriously.. the nescafe machine, the access card, my own desk, my own laptop… can u imagine dat? they gv me a laptop… n futhermore, the most envious element of my frens is dat my company paid RM 600 per month for their interns… hehe..org lain 300-450 aje…500 pon dah bersyukur.. but for Axon’s interns, RM 600…hehe.. sorry babe..juz my luck…

The ppl here so nice n friendly..love it… juz dat stayin in Arena Green is so lonely… "No housemate", no stove ( to cook), no fcukin internet, No cinema, no entertaiment n most of all… isk isk.. no frens…well, it’s only for 4 months only aite… i think i can bare wif it…

aite babe..see u in the next entry

ermm…it’s been like ages after my last entry…juz want to update a lil bit bout myself…

dis trimester almost ended n i’m gonna start my next semester dis june.. will b doin my practical… the company seems scary..hehe, i meant, the way they work there.. deym serious, but luckily for 600 per month i dunt mind at all.. still tryin to search for a house though… so if someone out there looking for a housemate in Bukit Jalil, do msg me k… really in desperate need for a house rite now…

wut i really want to say in dis blog is dat…ermm.. something is bugging me.. i dunt know whether u know or not but i’m a big fan of Akon… well the thing is recently i saw something dat’s so deym shocking…. about Akon of course.. i want to share u a vclip taken from youtube, but i think they already delete it cuz i cant find it nymore… but it’s somehow gv an impact on me..ok2, i know it’s not me but then hey, i’m a girl too…although the girl seems like having fun up there but hello, she’s 14 years old..wut were u thinking?!?

well..for those who dont know bout the story its like dis… Akon wuz doin a performance in Trinidad if i’m not mistaken..in the middle of the concert, he called a volunteer to go up the stage n dis 14 years old girl volunteered herself… after the gurl showed her dance move, then Akon started to, so-called "humping" the poor little girl ( the girl doesnt look like 14 though but then, she’s still a girl n need to treat wif respect)… which after dat cuz a huge rave in Trinidad, between their goverment n of course Akon… lemme share wif u some picture dat i took from mediatakeout.com…

April 30, 2007.

   
    MediaTakeOut.com has learned that Akon is facing serious legal trouble
in Trinidad over the recent "dirty dancing" with a 14 year old girl.
Over the weekend, we spoke to a high ranking law enforcement official
who claims that Trinidad is "seriously looking into" charging Akon with
a crime.

And according to the official, the decision to charge Akon will made be made as early as this week.

Keep checking back with us on this one, the mainstream press isn’t up on this yet, but we promise - it’s about to get EXPLOSIVE.

well but then again…u cant judge a book by it’s cover rite? look at dis picture plak…

tell me peeps..who seduce who? FYI dis beautiful little girl is a pastor’s daughther aka Father kat church tuh…
n a lot of blame is thrown to the father..knp tak reti jaga anak la…harapkan bapak jer baik la…macam2 la..

actually i really2 want to show u guys, the vclips cuz i know u gonna b suprised too but then they already delete it.. wut to do ppl… go google it or sumtin..mayb u manage to find the video….

but after all dis shocking incident… i’m gladly to say dat.. "Akon i’m not ur fan nymore"….well, tuh pon kalo dier bace blog aku…hehe..dat’s all ppl… wish me luck for my xm k..muacks!!

i’m not gonna talk about my weight dis tyme..juz feel like writting something…

today is 26th…a day after the christmas day… since i’m not celebrating christmas, there’s nothing special happen to me yesterday…juz dat on christmas eve, i attended some sort like a bbq party in ena’s house…it’s kewl.. alot of ppl came but they are all shy to dance ( dat’s including me )… only 2 guys were dancing in the dance floor.. e’body juz watch them…they r deym gud…

nyway.. this semester almost ended, and seriously i want to get dean’s list.. hope u guys pray for me too..i’ll try my very best..

next trimester gonna b a really hectic trimester.. got involve in 2 huge events.. but wut i’m gonna talk here is about Ladies Nite dat most likely will be held in the beginning of the trimester… i’m in the performance bureau, so watch out guys.. dis party gonna b a blast !! i hope they approve all my proposal… juz to gv u some brief ideas abt this event, it’s gonna b an open-air, party scene, kewl performance n many more… If i pass my driving license this break, i’m gonna bring all my high school frens down wif me…Ain d, Cipan, Lazo… u guys r on the list… if u guys r lucky i might put u on the VIP list.. hehehe…

but seriously, i’m also not sure whether they will execute dis event or not… juz hope  they will…cuz i’m really2 excited… so guys see u later in the next blog k… muacks~

well…it’s already been 14 days since i started my diet program… well guys, guess wut… i loose 2.5 kg… although i expect to loose a lil bit more than dat, but it’s ok.. mayb i havent tried hard enuff..

juz came back from the gym though… i’m tryin my best to reduce, i hope i can get the figure i want in juz 2 months… cause lots n lots of things gonna happen on 3rd trimester… Such as :

—> Prom Nite

                     -> International Student Prom Nite

                     -> MMU Prom Nite ( U-Nite)

                     -> FCM Nite

—> Asean Peers Convention

—> Valentine’s Day

—> Goin to Langkawi wif ISS ( International Student Society)

Well… i guess dat’s all dat i cud think of for now… i’ll add to the list later… Short Trimester is really though but i want to get Dean’s List this trimester… Insya-Allah… May god bless me.. Till later guys.. See ya..

And owh.. i will keep on writting my " ME ON DIET " journal so it could encourage me, and mayb some of u guys out there… * wink* … daa~

well…our elders always cakap, Ramadan nihla time Allah nak menguji umatnye… I know…but never experienced one, until now….

dis week totally f**k me off!!! ( sabar ida, bulan poser nih ).. ehem2.. as i wuz saying….last 2 days, the day dat i had to take my first finals paper… Object-oriented programming, my laptop wuz stolen dat morning… the thing is i slept at 4 a.m in that morning after goin thru my last revision, n my housemate n their bf’s tgh sahur kat parlour nih…so, i juz left la my laptop kat meja study i ( FYI my meja study dekat parlour gak )..the next morning i woke up, N i didnt see my laptop nymore…time tuh dalam hati mmg dah gabra gler…takut seyh… i checked at my friend’s desk, ape pon tak ilang…only my laptop…

after siasat the whole house, barulah tau citer yg when one of my housemate abt to go to work ( she’s a stewardess ) she n her bf ( bf dier anta dier g keje ) found dat the door is not locked, the the grill door is soooo wide open… it’s like 7.45 a.m….they all finished "sahuring" at 5 a.m…so that means dat the thief came into my house between 5 - 7.45 a.m..it doesnt make sense at all… whoever this thief is, he/she really knew the condition of the house…well, ape nak buat.. things already happen…dah ler the day my 1st paper is… i already file a police report as well as a security report at cyberia office ( cuz the police said they cant do investigation in here cuz it’s a private area ) whateverrr …

well people…dat juz not it… my bad day continues…

yesterday, i had probability n statistics exam at 3 p.m…. i came late to the xm hall cuz i’m a bit lost to find the venue ( hey, it’s not my faculty ok..sbb tuh tak biase ) on my mind dat time wuz juz " ida ur 5 minutes late, ur wastin precious time "…there’s nutin else on my mind besides those words repeated on my head…after i found the venue, i’m stupidly put my bags outside… i thot it wuz ok since i saw a couple of bags out there…

after one hour starting the exam, my lecturer came to me n said " ida, we found ur purse at the men’s toilet "…i’m blur <long pause>.." wut wuz dat again mam? " "we found ur purse at the men’s toilet…n i already gave the purse to the security guard… u can claim it at the security office""ouh…<long pause again> mm..thank u mam "… n in my heart dat time wuz "shoot..ida ur hp..deymm"….i know by dat time the guy already took my hp n my money…it’s like 10 minutes my mind wuz wandering n i didnt concentrate on the xm…i juz stare blankly ahead…deymm…

after finished the xm…i quickly rushed out n saw my things already scatterred… i picked e’tin up n started to walk helplessy heading to the security office… after took my purse i went to the toilet n cried…i’m not cryin bcuz i lost my laptop n i’m not cryin cuz i lost my money or even my hp…i cried cuz i’d done very badly in the xm as i lost my concentration…

when i went out from the toilet i saw a couple of my friends, they ask me how wuz the paper..i said very bad…then i ask one of them to msg my bf, saying dat i’m coming to his house…i told them i didnt bring my hp…

i went to his house..the main door is not locked… so, i juz went in…i went to his room n knocked on his door…he opens door n when he saw me, he started scolding me… " y didnt u pick up ur phone, i call u like 20 times already n bla bla "…. i stare at him n said i lost my hp…n started cryin..he wuz suprised… he said " how can this happen, u juz msg me juz now "..i said " no, i’m not".. "yes u do..u said ‘ baby…top-up 30 ringgit to my phone, tq’ n the msg wuz so strange cuz u never ask me for money..dat’s y i keep calling u "… i saw the time of the msg n it wuz 3.15 pm…n dat time i wuz in the xm hall sitting for the xm… dat means the thief msg my bf to ask him to reload my phone n he even took my things as soon as i dump my bag there…hurmm… Astagfirullah-halazim…

since the thief clever enuff to msg my bf to get money..i thought he would do the same to my mum or my dad n even my pet brother…so, i’m starting to call them n said i lost my phone….bla bla bla..n dunt do nytin dat is requested from my phone cuz it’s not me….selesai satu perkara…hurmm…

i have xm today..Operating System..but i didnt attend it cuz my mind is totally blurred….i went to the MMU’s doctor last nite n said i’m not emotionally fit enuff to sit for the xm..n i told him e’tin…he said ok, he will gv me MC for today… he feels sorry for me…on the MC letter he wrote dat i had a clinically depression n since i had nerveous breakdown once before, he afraid i mite get it again…

so….this week have been quite challenging to me… dugaan betol… never faced dis kind of challenges b4….i didnt tell a lot of ppl about my lost, i dunt think it’s necessary…so guys, if u read this..u know aite..sorry for didnt tell u…juz not in the mood for talking…

aite..till here…i’m gonna go back to my hometown on 15th oct after finished all my xm…n gonna b back here, maybe around 1st or 2nd nov… by the way, i’m moving to hostel next trimester…my appeal is approved….

damn.. dat’s the first word i cud say rite now…xm is next week n by including today, 26th September 2006, i left wif 7 days more to my finals for this trimester…i dunt know wut happen to me this trimester, but i didnt give my very best in my study…looking at my coursework marks, i know it, i’m totally f*cked up his trimester…damn damn damnnnnnnnnn….

i dunt know wut happen to me man….is it bcuz of this whole leaving outside of the hostel thing distracted me… huh….and a lot of f*cking shit happen to me too… urghhh… y me… y??? ..now, besides study3 n study, i hope god bless me…please bless me god…

First trimester of my second year almost finished, and when i looked back on things i’ve done, i know this is not wut ida used to be…u know stuff like didnt go to the class, ask my mum for money (as in frequently), lazy, and unexpected mark for my xm… urghh… hate it…

nyway…ermm..for my bainunians friends juz wanna tell u i met Naim n Cupak last Sunday in Cyberia…havent seen them for so long now… Ok lah, till here… need to get a grip of myself…

lame tak tuleh kat sini…ermm, well..aku bz lately…dis semester i took 6 subject,it’s kindda heavy for me..but i’ll try my very best…

esok aku exam..mid term..really hope dat i can do it..dis xm thing always freakin me out..jadi, lepas abis tuleh nih, aku nk sambung study…

ape eh baru mengenai aku? ermm..baru2 nih aku buat rambut.. cost me few hundreds (rebonding + cut + colour full head ),but i really like the result of it..cuma the hair colour tuh, tak nmpk sangat..ermmm, menyesal nyer aku pilih kaler nih…but takpe, next sem i’m gonna hi-light it…

ouh ya…terlupa plak..aku dah tak dok ostel, dok kat condo kat cyberjaya neh, cyberia name nye..sblh MMU jerk..maklumla dah kene kick dari ostel… dok sini best,the enviroment is really2 nice…i like it so much…except for the fact dat i have to walk to campus each day…but it’s quiet here, my housemate is nice.. n my house is comfy too..hehe, kiteorg bela kucing… tp takder name.. ader panggil dier comel la,baby la,sayang la…tp tak kisahla..yg penting she’s cute…

aku ingat nk amik lesen memandu cuti sem nih, tp bulan poser plak..adeih… sbb aku malas nk jalan kaki ke campus…letih… kereta dah ader, lesen plak takder… tgkla camne nnt…

banyak og cakap aku dah kurus sket,tp biler timbang, takder plak.. menipu jerk dierorg nih…but i really2 hope it’s true..so leh jadi hawtttt babe.. hehehe.. perasan sial…

next sem banyak menda aku nak beli utk diri aku..cant wait for dis semester to end…aku nak tukar pakai contact lense next sem…n if aku dapat 3.5 above for my pointer aku nak beli jam guess nih..cantik siot… looks like a charm bracelet, silver + red…really cool..i like it so much…insya-Allah..doa2 kan la eh aku dapat 3.5 at least…

oklah..till here…nnt kite sembang2 lg eh..daa~

                                                                           *hugs n kisses*

hurmm..pejam celik pejam celik,aku dah masuk trimester ke 3 kat MMU nih.. i kindda like it here..the people,the food,the lecturer,the campus,the surroundings..sini pon sempoi,takderla strict sgt cam campus2 lain…aku raser bertuah dapat sini…erm..

so far,aku raser hidup aku goin smoothly,eventough adekalenyew biaserla ader up n down die kan,but i’m kindda satisfied wif my life so far..aku tahu tuhan sygkn aku..wpon adakalanye aku melupakan Dia..but still,Dia masih nak tolong aku…aku raser tak salah kan kalo aku nak citer kat sini..ermm.. here goes..

time aku nak UPSR aku raser aku taderla study kuat mane,maklumla kecik lagi,nak enjoy je kejenyer,tp aku dapat 5A..terkejut giler aku,but then i thanked god for all that..lepas dapat result ok,aku dapat tawaran masuk ke Bainun..dapat masuk plak class yg sempoi,pergh…mmg bertuah skali lagi..member2 ok,n i got the chance to learn music,n play music instrument..sejak aku join Orchestra Muda Muda Bainun kat situ,i’ve got the chance to travel,makan free..macam2 la..

time aku nak PMR plak..aku still active ngan orkestra n pancaragam..study pon cam nak taknak jerk..time aku dapat tau result aku,aku kat UTP mase tuh,cuz aku n some of our frens terpilih wakil skola utk join kem Belia Waja..Allah sygkan aku,aku dpt 7A..mmg aku tak sangka..aku bersyukur sgt..

start masuk form 4 n 5..aku start bz..sibuk wat majalah,jaga PS,tolong cikgu when it comes to computer thing..also not to forget i’m still active in orchestra,band,choir,choral speaking n etc..i neglacted my studies..dat’s y my SPM result is not as good as my other major exams i took before..but still god loves me,aku dapat tawaran masuk ke matriks penang..kat sane,aku start study,aku tak nak kekecewaan aku berulang twice…Alhamdulillah..pointer aku utk kedua2 sem ok..aku pon apply scholarship Telekom..n seriously aku tak budget dapat..but then again,god loves me..aku dapat biasiswa tuh n dierorg nk aku masuk MMU..once again i can pursue my studies in sumtin dat i have interest in..that is computer..aku ingatkan aku akan amik course yg gotta do wif biology since i’m taking biology in matriks..but then god loves me n once more i can pursue study aku in IT field,yg aku minat sgt since aku form 4 n 5..

so..rite now,here i am..in MMU..n so far,aku dapat maintain pointer aku..Thanx God..Alhamdulillah…

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